i dont want to bring with me all the sad memories

2007-08-09T10:07:00.001+08:00

2007-08-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

CHINESE DANCERS, I MISS Y0U ALL, L0TS N L0TS !!! i'll find time t0 g0 bac. bt right n0w, im really very busy. f0rgive me kkies?! i really miss y0u all. miss me t00? mus w0rk hard kkies, d0 dda sch pr0ud. win a "g0ld with h0n0ur".

really busy recently. had l0ts 0f w0rk t0 d0. PSLE's c0minq real s00n. n i need t0 w0rk very hard. w0nt be p0stinq s0 0ften. but d0 tag, yea.

-miss y0u all.

2007-07-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

i really feel like SCREAMIN !!! i've passed dda sec0nd r0und 0f dda test 0f RVHS. till n0w, all 0f us passed except f0r clarissa *s0bs* & weiling (hasn't gt dda call). im g0in f0r dda third r0und - interview & talent test - 0n tuesday. i really really wished all 0f us can pass again sucessfully, me, shawnn, weilin & weiling, but n0t yangyi! i d0nt like fried chicken ... l0ls. jus kiddin.

went f0r 0ral yesterdae. n0thin much actually, except f0r s0me ... i d0nt kn0w h0w t0 say & i d0nt see the need t0. ask me if y0u wan in sch00l. anyway, after dda 0ral, i went t0 canteen f0r lunch. anwei dhen appr0ached me with that dead, white m0use !!! actually its a t0y. but i didnt knew, s0 i screammed & screammed & screammed ... -.-'''

durin m0ther t0ngue class, ms lee returned us 0ur zu0 wen b00k. shawn g0t mine, but he didnt passed it t0 me. instead he threw t0 me. SEC0ND TIME !!! dda first time, i caught h0ld 0f the b00k in the air, & it was like crumpled! CRUMPLED! a b00k lehh! & it was crumpled. can y0u imagine h0w sh0cked i was?! dda sec0nd time, i saw that he wanted t0 thr0w again. when he saw me l00kin at him, he g0t ready t0 thr0w. i was like s0 scared, & gave a terrified face, dhen he didnt thr0w that hard. but in the end, my b00k hit weilin's hand, dhen land 0n the fl00r. l0ls.

2007-07-21T08:24:00.000+08:00

i misbehave - 66% in sch00l

[ ]Gotten detention.
[ ]Gotten your phone taken away.
[ ]Gotten suspended.
[x]Chewed gum during class.
Total: 1

[ ]Been late to a class(s)more then 10 times.
[x]Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[x]Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ]Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x]Skipped class at least 3 times.
[ ]Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class.
Total so far: 3

[x]Got your mom/dad etc. to pick you up from school. (when im sick)
[x]Text people during school.
[x]Passed notes.
[x]Threw stuff across the room.
[x]Laughed at the teacher.
Total so far: 5

[x]Went on myspace, friendster, xanga,etc. on the computer at school,chatrooms.
[x]Took pictures during school hours.
[x]Called someone during school hours.
[ ]Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3during school hours.
Total so far: 3

[ ]Threw something at the teacher.
[x]Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x]Broke the dress code.
[ ]Failed a class.
[x]Ate food during class.
Total so far: 3

[x]Gotten a call home.
[ ]Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x]Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ]Gotten a detention and didn’t go
[x]Stuck your middle finger at a teacher.
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total so far: 3

[x]Slept in class
[ ]Threw paper at the teacher
[x]Copied homework
[x]Felt hungry during class and left to eat
[ ]Snored in class
[x]Talked back to a teacher
t0tal s0 far: 4

T0TAL: 22

3x your total = 3 x 22= 66

2007-07-17T15:30:00.000+08:00

actually i knew it all al0ng. but i d0nt want t0 say anything 0ut. im givin b0th 0f us en0ugh time. but b0th 0f us are actually usin each 0ther t0 f0rget 0ur past. we actually can f0rget ab0ut th0se past?! & we acted like we'd f0rg0tten 0ur past. but when y0u really sit d0wn and think hard, we didnt. we'd tried really hard t0 f0rget it. but we cant. and that's why.

n0w i wan t0 tell y0u that y0u're still my friend.

2007-07-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

hmm ... clarissa's b'dae c0min. tis wed! every0ne wh0 n0es her, pls wish her a happy b'dae [jus t0 make her happy. l0ls]
clarissa, sry sry sry. i can 0nly give y0u dda silver skull larhs. nt bc0s i wan the blue heart f0r myself. anyway, silver skull nicer. haha. + s0mething else. l0ls.

2007-07-13T20:06:00.000+08:00

left sch early (12pm) c0s im g0in t0 RVHS f0r dda DSA test. as l0ng as i PASSED all 4 subjects, dhen i can g0 int0 the nx r0und. 0ur sch g0t 6 ppl g0 RVHS DSA. me, weilin, yangyi(zhut0u/friedchicken), clarissa, shawn, weiling.

thursday
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HMT/MT & ENG.
i think MT paper, very easy larhs. the ENG paper damn diff. l0rhs. n clarissa's dda weird 0ne. we all think MT paper m0re easy, but she say ENG easier. L0LS. the ENG paper gt SEC SCH QUESTI0N!!! h0pe that i can pass l0rhs.

after dda test, went t0 bukit panjang market f0r dinner with clarissa n her mum. ate barbercue chicken + FRENCH FRIES (shawn eatin when i saw him earrlier that day.) + rice [0f c0s larhs. dhen wat d0 y0u expect].

after that went tuiti0n. 5 min 0nly. when i g0 in, every0ne was like, "left 5 min 0nly leh! why s0 late?" actually i just went there t0 take the hw. but dda tut0r say mus wait f0r the class end 1st dhen she help me ph0t0c0py.s0 i went in and wait l0rhs.

friday
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MATH & SCI paper
quite easy t0 me. but clarissa say very diff. i really h0pe b0th 0f us can get int0 that sch. i wanna us g0 same sec sch larhs. CLARISSA!!! if y0u get int0 RVHS & singap0re arts sch, n i get int0 RVHS, ch00se RVHS larhs. plsplspls.

after that went t0 tuiti0n. AGAIN. l0ls. din bring dda hw yesterday. s0 teacher t0ld me t0 c0py 0n paper 1st. the questi0n n0. din write pr0perly, s0 in the end, i c0pied wr0ngly, and had t0 d0 it again. when the tut0r pass d0wn the paper t0 me, a b0y th0ught it was f0r him t0 d0 c0rrecti0n! l0ls.

the nx exam is at RI. alth0ugh im applyin f0r RGS. they say mus take the test at RI. anyway, its actually dda GAT. thats all

2007-07-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

YIPEE!!! mum b0ught the camera le. haha. i damn happy l0r. anyway, its silver.

this saturday maybe g0in t0 l0t1 with mavies and weiching. (maybe cayce and stella t00.) actually clarissa g0in. but she say g0t ballet, den nid t0 fetch her sis f0r pian0, then she's g0in t0 celebrate her b-dae earlier. s0 i ask jw n zs. jw gt tuiti0n, den zs g0in 0ut. s0 in the end, we asked cayce n stella. h0pe they can g0.

will be p0stin pic. s00n. take cares ^^

2007-07-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

t0tal darkness
if y0u l0ve me, y0u w0uldnt leave me at that time.
since y0u went away, why b0ther t0 c0me back n0w?
n0 p0int d0in that.
its 0ver.
t0tally 0ver.

just p0nderin,
0ver sh0uld i give y0u an0ther chance,
0r t0 ch00se him
a rather diff. decisi0n.
but its w0rth p0nderin.
i d0nt wanna an0ther heartbreak!

2007-07-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

hmm ... an0ther weekend. its gettin nearer t0 the examsss. s0 stressed up! i wanna take a break, but n0t n0w. i just have t0 c0ntinue w0rkin hard. and i'll reach my g0als.

mrs lim let every representative pick a n0. , n i picked "2". means i have t0 present the p0werp0int presentatati0n 0n Tuesday. Its just what i want t0 picked. if i ch0se "1", i w0uld be m0re nerv0us as im g0in t0 be the 1st grp. if its "2", den i w0nt be that nerv0us c0s i've alr kn0w what i shld do. + the rest 0f the class w0nt be s0 b0red easily. ITS JUST THE 2nd PRESENTATI0N!!!

and s0metimes i just d0nt understand. d0nt y0u have 0ther things better t0 d0? keep 0n spammin my tagb0ard. if y0u really d0nt have anything else t0 d0, why n0t just jump d0wn the buildin/sea? just die and F*** 0ff ... [00pss] l0ls. and d0nt always use names such as "an0nym0us" 0r wadeva. its damn F***in easy t0 guess wh0 y0u are! d0nt be s0 silly! c0s n0t every0ne is like y0u. - y0u kn0w wh0 y0u are!

0mg0sh ... i seems t0 be sc0ldin t00 much. l0ls.

2007-07-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

finally cut my hair. n0w its damn sh0rt. but still can tie larhs. l0ls.

realised that S0ME0NE deleted HER bl0g. l0ls.

2007-06-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

finally g0t s0mething t0 p0st ...

im currently applyin f0r RGS, as well as RVHS, thr0ugh DSA ... i really h0pe that i can get int0 RVHS. its a g00d sch, and its n0t a girls sch. NEITHER IS IT A BOYS SCH !!! l0ls.

gave mrs huang, mdm chua, ms lee n mr 0ng t0 write my testim0nial. mrs huang was damn fast. i gave her in the m0rning, and after recess, she passed it t0 me. while mr 0ng, 0n the 0ther hand, was damn sl0w ... he said he c0uldnt finish within 2 0r 3 days. l0ls. i really dunn0 why. dunn0 why mr 0ng s0 pr0ud. (i feels) U n0e what he say when i requested him t0 write my testim0nial? this is nt my hw. y0u cann0t give me 2 0r 3 days t0 c0mplete it. WHAT THE ****IN HELL ... anyway, the latest i can wait is till Tuesday (when sch re-0pens). [ms lee n mdm chua will give me 0n tuesday]. If mr 0ng cant c0mplete by tuesday, then f0rget b0ut' it. heck care.

2007-06-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

jus came bac frm BPP. an 0verview 0f wat i did :

-Library
-P0pular
-Library
-McD0nald ~ McChicken
-NTUC
-Fairprice
-NTUC
-G0 h0me ~ saw Lis0 La0 Shi (6I ~ 2007`BPPS ~ MT teacher) n his wife.

eatin ice-cream n0w. a c0mbine 0f vanilla, lem0n n lime. quite nice actually. but i still prefer ch0c. l0ls.

2007-06-24T12:56:00.000+08:00

0mg0sh ... sch re-0penin t0m0rr0w!
i dun wanna g0 sch.
c0s when sch re-0pen, cann0t use c0m s0 0ften.
s0 im g0in t0 p0st a l0ng l0ng p0st now.

g0ing t0 BPP - KFC, later.
with mum, aunt, ty, tw, ht, bh.
i 0s0 dunn0 why suddenly wan t0 g0.
l0ls.

im nt cuttin my hair anym0re.
n0 p0int cutting.
n0 time.
n0 $$$. (kiddin)
n, i dunn0 why.
l0ls

h0r0sc0pe
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y0u'll run headfirst int0 a bunch of em0ti0ns t0day .
g0 sl0w and pr0cess them.
y0u'll be z00ming al0ng at a w0nderfully brisk pace all day t0day.
that is, until you run headfirst int0 a wall of em0ti0ns.
triggered by a fiery argument,
a surprising revelati0n 0r even a simple bit of news,
these em0ti0ns will st0p y0u in your tracks
and cause y0u t0 put your life 0n pause f0r a little while.
just g0 sl0w and w0rk y0ur way thr0ugh these feelings.
let y0urself pr0cess things h0wever y0u need t0.
ask f0r time al0ne if you need it.

k.
nth t0 p0st lia0.
but i menti0ned earlier that im g0in t0 hav a l0ng l0ng p0st.
s0, im g0in t0 p0st.
but really nth t0 p0st lehh.
sry.

haizz.
s0 B0RED.
nth t0 d0.
... ...
k.
really nth lia0.
bye ...

2007-06-23T17:54:00.000+08:00

h0r0sc0pe
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y0ur smile will pr0ve t0 be much m0re valuable than any amount 0f m0ney t0day.
a smile will turn 0ut t0 be m0re valuable than a big wad of cash t0day. s0 g0 ahead and use y0ur charm t0 get what y0u want. why n0t? its a great way t0 make s0me0ne else happy while y0u als0 make y0urself happy. s0, really, everyb0dy wins. y0u have skills and talents that are in high demand. utilize what y0u have in 0rder t0 get in 0n what s0me0ne else already has. this is n0t manipulati0n. it's just an h0nest transaction.

2007-06-23T08:55:00.000+08:00

the eng supp. was held at the AVA r00m. did all the graphic stimulas. and, bef0re we did the last 0ne, mr 0ng asked the class 0ne questi0n. what w0uld y0u d0 when y0u get a br0chure? (c0s the last graphic stimulas is 0n br0chure.) and the ans he wanted was " read th0se w0rds in b0ld first" (0r s0mething like that). guess what 0ur ans was ... " thr0w away". lols. and, mr 0ng said that we must d0 what he said in 0rder t0 get all the 5 marks. but i didnt. s0, i c0ntinue with my 0wn way. den, after we mark the last graphic stimulas, mr 0ng pretended t0 take the rem0te c0ntr0ll, and 0ff the air-c0nditi0ner, which was just next t0 me. at first i didnt realised. but when i lift up my head, i saw mr 0ng l00kin at my b00k!!! he was actually tryin t0 see h0w much i gt!!! and when he saw me lookin at him, he walked bac t0 the fr0nt. h0w i wished him t0 ***...

mr 0ng t00k the class t0 viv0 (g0lden village) t0 watch surf's up. den they went t0 sent0sa f0r the luge. i didnt g0 wif them. c0s i went t0 l0t1 f0r surf's up and f0r the luge, i jus went wif my c0usins, aunt, uncle, and my mum.

went t0 l0t1 wif cousins, (h0ngting and bingha0), mum, tanyan, tanwei, aunts. only my c0usins and siblings went f0r the surf's up. my mum and aunts went sh0pping. lols. ratings : 8.5 / 10.

the ticket

the ne0s
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i l00k a bit werid.

nice?

fabul0us!

SNAP!

n0w. that's all. s0 sh00.

SH00!!! lols

2007-06-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

went bac for supp & pet r0cket sci (juni0r). 1st feelin up0n seein that guy : g0d, jus let me die. lols. i guess the m0st exciting part of the pet r0cket sci (juni0r), was the launchin, like every0ne else said. grace did the pumpin, while i FIRE !!! 3, 2, 1, SHOOT. den, SPLASH. water came splashin d0wn 0n my hair n shirt. in the end, 0ur class gt sec0nd place. W00TS!

jazreel came n we palyed badmint0n at the 0pen area near my hse. halfway thr0ugh the game, jazreel's hp DR0P 0UT !!! it wa like sp0iled, bt she managed t0 fix it bac. luckily.

2007-06-19T12:48:00.000+08:00

went bac sch f0r math supp.
n l0ts 0f ppl didnt bring their hw.
includin that j0ycelyn!
haha.
n when mrs lim ask 0ne representative frm each grp t0 g0 n see her,
that j0ycelyn actually wanted t0 g0.
when i saw her in the midst 0f standin up,
i quickly stand up n walk t0 mrs lim.
c0s im nearer, i reach there first, n she jus had t0 stay where she was.
LOLs.
i alm0st laughed 0ut!!!

2007-06-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

tryin t0 impr0ve myself everyday. h0pe t0 be a better bl0gskinner. tryin t0 create a blgskin t00. CREATE lehh !!! s0 pr0ud 0f myself ... haha. crappin ...

i l0ve all the new s0ngs i put. they're great! simply GREAT.

i 0nce cherished this friendship 0f 0urs.
bt y0u f0rced me t0 let g0.
n i d0nt hav a ch0ice.
d0nt blame me.
i d0nt meant t0 actually.
since i d0nt see that y0u're tryin t0 save the situati0n,
then i w0nt t00.
死心了 .
n y0u f0rced me t0.

2007-06-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

currently listening : [everytime]

i've changed the s0ng t0 [ bei ji xing de yan lei ] ... n the credits g0es t0 STELLA SOH QIN HUI, for rec0mmending t0 me (th0ugh i n0e this s0ng lia0) ... thks

k ... s0, stella, happy? ha ... n0 0ffence ... anyway, remember my credits t00 ...

2007-06-17T10:03:00.000+08:00

JOYCELYN CHENG ... if y0u dare, then accept my challenge. why d0nt accept? scared that y0u'll l0se? i bet s0. y0u are scared that when y0u l0se, y0u'll be vehh embarassed. but emilyn has already agree 0n y0ur behalf! y0u d0nt have a choice actually! but anyway, y0u can chicken 0ut. CHICKEN!!! i d0nt mind. n y0u always c0py wat i say 0r f0ll0w wat i d0. i say i hate that guy, y0u als0 say y0u hate him. i say i w0nt laugh at his j0kes, y0u als0 d0nt laugh. can y0u d0nt be such a c0py cat? at least d0nt copy me lar.

EMILYN CHENG ... y0u think y0u vehh clever? always use those "stupid", "idiot" or wadeva words. and y0u are a c0pycat. always c0py wat i d0. V0CAB LIMITED F00L ... y0u think y0u vehh pretty or wat? D0nt make me puke! y0u say y0ur sis will win. but she d0nt even dare t0 accept the challenge. s0 timid. s0 scared. but y0u had agree 0n her behalf. if she d0nt dare t0 accept, it means that y0u 0nly talk n talk but n0 acti0ns.

b0th 0f y0u are such a c0pycat !!! i bet y0ur wh0le family are c0pycats. n remember! 0nce a c0pycat, always a c0pycat.

2007-06-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

ahh ... im br0ke. nt really br0ke lar. just that my m0ney isnt as much as bef0re. 0nly $15+. isnt there any way i can earn m0ney ???

i havent finish my homew0rk lehh. n sch's re-0penin s00n. h0pe i can finish asap ...

btw, this bl0g is BLACK n WHITE. l0ls. but i simply likes this. it l00ks nice. nt b-c0s its black n white lahh. i als0 dunn0 why. just like this. PS : my fav. c0l0ur is nt a combine of black n white.

i dunn0 whether shld i cut my hair 0r nt. the reason i wan t0 cut is b-c0s i feels that its g0nna be nice. bt 0n the 0ther hand, i wan my hair t0 grow l0nger.

我不想失去你因为我还很爱你